Reverse Order

Ok so, I really should blog about Hawaii to keep chronology correct on here, but for some reason I am not feeling like I can properly get words out to describe my vacation to paradise. Who knows, maybe by the end of this post I will be ready. In any case, I have been wanting to blog and putting it off, not feeling the right words, not finding the time. Admittedly I tended to blog at work when I lived in VT and my job now doesn't afford much time to do that (not to mention my computer screen faces the general room so probably not a good idea anyways). Also, I've been neglecting calling Penelope back after a quick game of phone tag, but have been thinking about her a lot which maybe is inspiring me to blog seeing as she was the initial inspiration behind even starting this thing.

So, let's see. I guess today finally fit for blogging because I had a day that wasn't necessarily out of the ordinary, but just seemed really great...like things all fit together quite nicely. I was stressing a bit about a proposal but we pitched it and it went really well. During the pitch itself, I felt so comfortable, so confident, the words just came, the flow was spot on, it just worked. Then I got some necessary errands done, chilled out for a bit and then packing seemed to go so well today...like I feel I packed pretty perfectly for the Thanksgiving break. You have to understand, as someone who travels ALL the time, I constantly strive for the "perfect" pack...essentially arriving somewhere and not thinking, "why the heck did I bring this shirt?" or "great, I packed about 1/2 of what I actually need". Nope, I'm feeling good about this one...so, here's hoping I'm right!

The energy is good right now. Not just today, but the past few days. Heck, maybe since the first day of my vacation. Despite a raging kidney infection the past week which should have gotten me down, the energy has been good...that kind that you feel and know it's glowing, not brooding or weighing down, but glowing.

This past Saturday was one of those perfect days...a day that I woke up Sunday smiling from. I planned a brunch for my small group of friends here, planned a grand fall menu, cleaned my place, got smelly candles out, had coffee brewing. The food was amazing (pumpkin pancakes, you did me right) and we ended up hanging out in my kitchen, eating, drinking various cocktails and playing Catch Phrase for literally 5 hours. We eventually moved to the living room to play another game and continue the slow day drinking, and finally moved to my local pub for cards and beers. The energy of the group was so perfect, the fact they all got into the games, the way the food went down, it just couldn't have been a better day. It was the first time I'd held a gathering at my place and I think it made me feel really "here", like I'm not floating around still nailing down my life here, I think it's really happening now. It's a pretty cool feeling.